Every time I look at the front of my DA page, I am grossed out at the fact that I haven't been able to post anything new and creative. I'm entirely disgusted whenever I see all those DBZ fanart on my front page with only one or two of my original creations (it just makes me look like a fanart whore). I've been extremely busy with my current freelance job, I have almost no free time to draw; if I did have any free time, I use that time to take care of the things in the house and run errands. I haven't been able to finish up the gift art for a friend (it bums me out especially when I know it's almost finished and I just can't sit down and concentrate on it), and I haven't been able to draw anything new. I was able to draw one of my Enfilade characters on the second week of my job and I am very pleased with the drawing (I can't wait to photoshop it), but after that I haven't been able to accomplish anything productive outside of work. Even on the times that I tried to make an effort to finish the gift art or sketch out something, I've failed. I'm always feeling restless and nervous... I am constantly thinking about work. But I can't really complain because this job is a great experience for myself and my career; it would be a transition to something even bigger in the future. I try to look on the positive side....

Hopefully I get to have some time to draw and finish my old work and create new work, because I really would like to push back all the fanart junk off the front page and replace it with new work, which will be my original characters and own creations. Also, my bro has been looking for a condo and he's found a couple in the near area. He's trying to put a bid on a one that's not far away from our current apartment; he wants to try to move out by the end of December. My first reactions was, "Moving to a new place? Now? What the hell!?", but I am excited about moving to a bigger, nicer place. I Can't really complain about that either. I need to start throwing away the junk, old paper work from college, boxes, etc. and start cleaning and preparing for the moving as well. Once the moving reaches it's upper slope, my drawing time may be pushed back. Darn it. -_-